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Everybody is weird!!

2010-08-27T19:10:00.001-07:00

Sitting alone at a bar waiting for people that I'm not even sure are
coming. Contemplating my level of alcoholism. Maybe I'm drunk or
maybe hungover.. AND drunk... But everyone around me looks so weird!
There's an alien looking Asian lady in front of me who's creaping me
out!!... And everyones ass looks really big today. Gotta go.. Carolina
calling :-)

"I'm Ready"

2010-08-25T22:09:00.000-07:00

.. So as of a month ago I have been single.. Did I sit around and cry over this?? HELL NO!.. sure I was sad, but anyone would be after a 3 year relationship right? I gave it a month or so and now I find that I'm ready to start dating again but.. I've been looking and I cant seem to find any gay guys that I find interesting enough to approach, let alone date them!.. They're all either too flaming, too scrawny.. too sluty.. too unatractive, too into themselfes.. or too broke for me!!! Perhaps I'm too picky, or too needy but the last thing I need is to find myself in yet another relationship in which I settle and I stay with the person... JUST BECAUSE.. which is what I just did for the past 3 years... anyway if any of my readers.. all THREE of you (haha)know of any SINGLE, ATTRACTIVE, NON-FLAMING gay men.. send them my way.. Maybe I'll get lucky this weekend and find me one for my B-DAY!!

2010-07-27T10:20:00.001-07:00

Sooo bored!!

2010-04-18T13:16:00.001-07:00

I'm so bored.. I haven't been this bored in a very long time. I'm
usually content with staying home all day but for some reason I really
really wanna go out.. And ofcourse everyones busy.

Dreams

2010-04-14T11:24:00.001-07:00

I had a bunch of weird dreams last night. I dreamt that I was at a
bar with a certain manager of a certain restaurant who I think is
hottt!! He was back in the kitchen taking a shower... ?? I know,
weird. Anyway we were having too much fun and the ploice kicked
everyone out. Then I found myself being abducted by aliens.. I woke up
and I couldn't move.. Eyes wide open and I could not move... And I
could hear someone behind me in my room talking... No idea what they
said but I was freaking out!!! I closed my eyes and eventually fell
asleep again.. And I found myself in some scary circus clown with
freaky flying baseball players... I dunno... That's all

Disappointment....

2010-04-11T20:38:00.000-07:00

.. Well, much like I expected, I didn't do so well on my bets. Actually, I did terribly. So I'm still same old broke Ben, but atleast I have my health, well, I'm healthy enough i guess. :-)

Today sucks, its rainy and its hard to do anything exciting. I went to the movies, watched "Date Night" ... it was better than i thought it would be. I then came home and downloaded "Humpday" but wasnt really feeling it, I kept forwarding it to get to the good part, but it never came.

Money!!!

2010-04-10T12:46:00.000-07:00

I often fantasize about having a lot of money.. Haha, who doesn't
right??

So I've been betting online on this soccer website, even though I hate
soccer. This week the prize is aproximately sixty grand... cash!! I'm
feeling VERY lucky this week, and I've already started planning what
I'm gonna do with my money when I win... All the stuff I'm gonna buy,
the gifts for friends, etc etc.. Anyway, wish me luck..
.. I know I'm just setting myself up for disappointed. Just like last
week and the week before.

More tired and more bored with myself than i've ever been.

2010-04-08T21:36:00.000-07:00

It's been almost a year since I told myself "your life needs to change, you need to change drastically before your 25"... and well I'm almost twentyfive and not a damned thing has changed. I'm stuck in my same routine, in a job that is taking me nowhere, ... my life is going nowhere. Theres so many things that complicate my life, why cant everything be perfect, haha.

2010-04-08T21:30:00.000-07:00

wow, its been almost a year since I last posted anything on here.

well.. im back, .. if anyone cares.

.. is anyone there? O.O

What if....

2009-06-30T18:31:00.000-07:00

My mustache was really fancy???

What if.....

2009-06-30T18:30:00.000-07:00

I had a unibrow???

Oh HELL no!!!!

2009-05-04T15:17:00.001-07:00

This bitch better just be paranoid and not contagious!!!!

???

2009-04-18T09:17:00.000-07:00

I'm so irritated right now!! Some nasty fag that I work with who knows
I hate him keeps talking to me!!!! I don't wanna be rude but.... I
just might have to be!!

That's all!!

I don't even know!!

2009-04-14T21:04:00.001-07:00

Look at my cheek bones

Jumbo margaritas and guacamole on the house!!!

2009-04-10T20:59:00.000-07:00

Las trancas loves us!!! Sitting enjoying some live Mexican music
having extremely strong drinks for regular price!! Oh yes.... It's
Friday night! Loves it!!

It feels like I'm walking on sunshine!!

2009-04-10T20:56:00.000-07:00

Ummm... Were having drinks....

2009-04-08T21:26:00.000-07:00

.... Most people have conversations... Were all blogging!!! :-D

This is how Natali makes her tips!!

2009-04-08T19:14:00.000-07:00

Freakin skank!!!

By far the classiest cusomer Celia's has ever seen!!

2009-04-08T19:13:00.001-07:00

$0.00 tip!! Motherfucker!!!

Just a random picture of some random fat lady at safeway

2009-04-06T21:28:00.001-07:00

This is y I'm fat!!

2009-04-05T18:38:00.000-07:00

Now it's a party!!!

2009-04-04T12:27:00.000-07:00

So good! Being a fatass!!

2009-04-04T11:14:00.000-07:00

Mom came baring gifts

2009-04-03T21:11:00.000-07:00

What should I do??

2009-04-03T13:25:00.000-07:00

A scary crazy guy who hears voiced just dropped his dentures... I
wanna tell him but then he might start talking to me LOL

Just got out of the gym

2009-04-02T23:00:00.001-07:00

Just Got Done With......

2009-04-02T22:31:00.000-07:00

...Dinner... wow :-D